Give me this day...

my daily dose of eat, sleep and waiting. It's the waiting that has been the roughest ride. No matter what anyone says (family included). I have been patient. With only the occasional flare in systolics. No worry. This too shall pass.

Expectations not met, work debilitating at times. I play mind games. Just to prove a point. To keep the pain from showing.

And all people can see & say is "This gestation has been so peaceful." And so it comes to be. Yet again, I possibly own this experience like so many others in my life. It's one of those things I do well. So noone really will know what transpired. Just God and I know the goings on. Let's keep it that way. :)